i'm so tired... even my ankles aching, my head is full of conficts.
i'm having quarrells with my collegues again.
i cant pull round if i dont enject a sum of fight, into my veins.
tutak never does good to me. i've lost my enthusiasim here.
whenever i recharge my energy, something wrong happens to put out my desire.
i need a specific reason to leave here. i also need courage to leave everything behind.
i need a tough step to go further.
shortly, i need HELP!